Wednesday, December 15, 2010OKAYSS! MY BLOGGYY IS SO FUCKING DEAD!
LIKE WTH! I WILL POST ASAP! ARRGGHH!
LAPPY SPOILL! & BLOGGER WONT ALLOW ME UPLOAD PHOTOS!
SO DAMN EFFING SLOW!
I WILL BLOG 2MORO BAHHH!!!
LIKE WTH! I WILL POST ASAP! ARRGGHH!
LAPPY SPOILL! & BLOGGER WONT ALLOW ME UPLOAD PHOTOS!
SO DAMN EFFING SLOW!
I WILL BLOG 2MORO BAHHH!!!
Thursday, December 2, 2010I have been so lazy to update my blog!
But seriously,my blog too wordy le. I oso dont like!
Waiting for dearest to upload pics! All wif him!
Haiyo!!!
KayKay, Anyways.
I forgot like wht happened larh. Arrgghh!
I tink on the 28/11(Sunday) i rot at home doing nth.
Seriously forgot liao!!
29/11(Monday),
At around 2, went to church to see movie.
It ends around 7 cos 2 movies but i only saw one then went wif baby!
The movies were. Harry Potter: Sorcerer's Stone & Chamber of secrets!
Um...I went. then at around 430, went walk walk wif baby.
In the rain. Which was freezing!! Slacked under block while waiting for bro.
Then home-ed LOLS.
At least i wasnt rotting at home.
30/11(Tuesday)(Last day of November),
Yupps same thing! Movies--> HarryPotter: Prisoner of Azkaban & Goblet of fire
But i oso went to walk wif baby. When show finish, went over to Church again.
To play some pool! Seriously i suck at it! & i realise my thumb is so stiff ):
Arrgghh! But is kinda fun playing in church!!!
Played till bout 8 while the rain was pouring then home-ed!!
1/12(Wednesday)(1st day of December),
Went to watch Order Of Phoenix at church.
Waited for baby to come down then play pool!
Its so typical. Im starting to love pool lots larh. WTH can?!
Baby had training. So yea. Didnt send me home. But at least he was sweet enuf to pei me (:
2/12(Thursday),
Tis day is kinda the worst day of my life.
Why? Read on....
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SO here is how it went..
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Did nt went to church to watch Half Blood Prince.
Instead, baby took mc,then come my house awhile.
We went to have breakfast at around 11.
We both had noodles. LOLS Thn baby went to buy ice jelly.
He wanted to buy ice kachang. But i didnt want. So ended up wif ice jelly.
So sweet of baby rite??? See such a nice start.
Went back my house,changed into couple tee then went to baby's house.
His mama was at home. So yea. he quickly changed then off to WM!
Wanted to see movie at 1st. But i tot it was expensive. & we didnt have enuf cash.
So we didnt watch ):
But nvm,we went to arcade and took neoprints! it looked damn nice when it came out.
& the funny thing is tat, when we were bout to take the photos frm the machine, it says an errorhas occured! but the best thing is,our pics were already out.
So slacked at arcade. Then both of us wanted to have smth to bite on.
We ended up at swensens eating sundaes and fries! See so romantic!! Loves!!
Aftr tat, felt it was damn boring. So headed to church to play some pool!
Just then,i saw a GIRL text him WHR U? IM AT......DO U WANT COME MIT ME?!
So i was like WTH! Tis is nt the 1st girl leh. So i just kept quiet.
& gave him the attitude that he gave me when i texted some guy. He was jealous & so was i.
But tat wasnt the main point that started the quarrel.
Aftr tat, i went to sick alone then he came sit beside. Ask me why i like tat. & say tat i shuld tell him so tat he noe.
So yea i told him " Go text that girl larh!"
Then I gt told off by him! tats wht made me cry!
Cos he wanted to noe. & so i told him. Yet i got this! LIKE WTH CAN!!
& this is nt 1st time lorh. If its 1st time then okay. But it isnt.
When ever he wants to noe,i tell him. Then end up get told off by him! Then nxt time i wont tell him le.
I told him bout shiguan the thing. I said. Huanyu is better then ______!
Weijie oso better then _______! So he nt happy. Told me off then walk off.
Just cos i said weijie! WTH. i DID NOT say tat weijie better then him. I say weijie better then ____. he angry! WTF! Still say want to noe. So yea. He left me all alone crying! :'(
He texted me saying he's nt a good boyfriend.
but the thing is tat,
I DONT WANT HIM TINK TAT WAY! I JUST WANT HIM NOE HIS ATTITUDE.
& DONT WHENEVER WANT TO NOE. THEN NOE LE SCOLD ME! IS FUCK UP DE!
I REALI BUEY TAHAN TIS TYPE LEHH!
I TAHAN FOR 7 MONTHS LE! I WILL NT TAHAN TIS FOR ANOTHER SECOND!!
BUT....
i still will give him chance! Haiiss...
So tat night. Talk on the phone. Causing both of us to cry like hell.
My words were too piercing causing baby to bang head on the wall.
Hais. Tinking bout tis makes me want to cry againnn!!!
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No details cos its private!!
Slpt at 330. Hais.(3/12)
Woke up at 8 plus. Eyes effing swollen.
Lie down on bed till 9 plus.
Bathed then went over to baby's house!!
Step into baby's house. Suppose i say dont cry.
But then tears started coming down!!! :'(
Hais. hug baby till dont want to let go! Hais.
Slpt then went ovr JP.
Meet Ahyi. BabyG,Meifu,Meifu de gandi. & AIAI!
Went over to play pool for bout 1 and a half hour ( Quite boringg! Play at church better!)
Thn off to JP have dinner.
Ahyi de fren came wif us. Liyang. LOLS quite handsome.
Crazied as per normal. Went to wait for bus cos needed to go home.
AHHH MY SHOE WIF BABYG!! LOLS NVM NEXT TIME I RETURN HER HER SHOES!
EEE. THE BUS TOOK VRY LONG LORHH! :'(
Cos me to break my curfew and baby late for his jiato!
Home-ed at 830!
Everything is fine now. Hehe. Hais i hope no more quarrels!!!
So today(4/11)(Saturday)
Woke at at 10,went to clinic check ear.
Ouch injection today vry pain. Talked alot wif the doctor.
& now im home blogging and talking to baby.
Im so tired. No time to slp.
Haven bathe and in an hour going out!
I hope The movie Harry Potter is nice!!!
I guess 2moro gonna be boring.
K larh end le larhh.
I talk to baby till forget wht i wanna say!
I LOVE JOE TAN YI DE!
HE IS MINE AND MINE FOREVER!
But seriously,my blog too wordy le. I oso dont like!
Waiting for dearest to upload pics! All wif him!
Haiyo!!!
KayKay, Anyways.
I forgot like wht happened larh. Arrgghh!
I tink on the 28/11(Sunday) i rot at home doing nth.
Seriously forgot liao!!
29/11(Monday),
At around 2, went to church to see movie.
It ends around 7 cos 2 movies but i only saw one then went wif baby!
The movies were. Harry Potter: Sorcerer's Stone & Chamber of secrets!
Um...I went. then at around 430, went walk walk wif baby.
In the rain. Which was freezing!! Slacked under block while waiting for bro.
Then home-ed LOLS.
At least i wasnt rotting at home.
30/11(Tuesday)(Last day of November),
Yupps same thing! Movies--> HarryPotter: Prisoner of Azkaban & Goblet of fire
But i oso went to walk wif baby. When show finish, went over to Church again.
To play some pool! Seriously i suck at it! & i realise my thumb is so stiff ):
Arrgghh! But is kinda fun playing in church!!!
Played till bout 8 while the rain was pouring then home-ed!!
1/12(Wednesday)(1st day of December),
Went to watch Order Of Phoenix at church.
Waited for baby to come down then play pool!
Its so typical. Im starting to love pool lots larh. WTH can?!
Baby had training. So yea. Didnt send me home. But at least he was sweet enuf to pei me (:
2/12(Thursday),
Tis day is kinda the worst day of my life.
Why? Read on....
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SO here is how it went..
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Did nt went to church to watch Half Blood Prince.
Instead, baby took mc,then come my house awhile.
We went to have breakfast at around 11.
We both had noodles. LOLS Thn baby went to buy ice jelly.
He wanted to buy ice kachang. But i didnt want. So ended up wif ice jelly.
So sweet of baby rite??? See such a nice start.
Went back my house,changed into couple tee then went to baby's house.
His mama was at home. So yea. he quickly changed then off to WM!
Wanted to see movie at 1st. But i tot it was expensive. & we didnt have enuf cash.
So we didnt watch ):
But nvm,we went to arcade and took neoprints! it looked damn nice when it came out.
& the funny thing is tat, when we were bout to take the photos frm the machine, it says an errorhas occured! but the best thing is,our pics were already out.
So slacked at arcade. Then both of us wanted to have smth to bite on.
We ended up at swensens eating sundaes and fries! See so romantic!! Loves!!
Aftr tat, felt it was damn boring. So headed to church to play some pool!
Just then,i saw a GIRL text him WHR U? IM AT......DO U WANT COME MIT ME?!
So i was like WTH! Tis is nt the 1st girl leh. So i just kept quiet.
& gave him the attitude that he gave me when i texted some guy. He was jealous & so was i.
But tat wasnt the main point that started the quarrel.
Aftr tat, i went to sick alone then he came sit beside. Ask me why i like tat. & say tat i shuld tell him so tat he noe.
So yea i told him " Go text that girl larh!"
Then I gt told off by him! tats wht made me cry!
Cos he wanted to noe. & so i told him. Yet i got this! LIKE WTH CAN!!
& this is nt 1st time lorh. If its 1st time then okay. But it isnt.
When ever he wants to noe,i tell him. Then end up get told off by him! Then nxt time i wont tell him le.
I told him bout shiguan the thing. I said. Huanyu is better then ______!
Weijie oso better then _______! So he nt happy. Told me off then walk off.
Just cos i said weijie! WTH. i DID NOT say tat weijie better then him. I say weijie better then ____. he angry! WTF! Still say want to noe. So yea. He left me all alone crying! :'(
He texted me saying he's nt a good boyfriend.
but the thing is tat,
I DONT WANT HIM TINK TAT WAY! I JUST WANT HIM NOE HIS ATTITUDE.
& DONT WHENEVER WANT TO NOE. THEN NOE LE SCOLD ME! IS FUCK UP DE!
I REALI BUEY TAHAN TIS TYPE LEHH!
I TAHAN FOR 7 MONTHS LE! I WILL NT TAHAN TIS FOR ANOTHER SECOND!!
BUT....
i still will give him chance! Haiiss...
So tat night. Talk on the phone. Causing both of us to cry like hell.
My words were too piercing causing baby to bang head on the wall.
Hais. Tinking bout tis makes me want to cry againnn!!!
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No details cos its private!!
Slpt at 330. Hais.(3/12)
Woke up at 8 plus. Eyes effing swollen.
Lie down on bed till 9 plus.
Bathed then went over to baby's house!!
Step into baby's house. Suppose i say dont cry.
But then tears started coming down!!! :'(
Hais. hug baby till dont want to let go! Hais.
Slpt then went ovr JP.
Meet Ahyi. BabyG,Meifu,Meifu de gandi. & AIAI!
Went over to play pool for bout 1 and a half hour ( Quite boringg! Play at church better!)
Thn off to JP have dinner.
Ahyi de fren came wif us. Liyang. LOLS quite handsome.
Crazied as per normal. Went to wait for bus cos needed to go home.
AHHH MY SHOE WIF BABYG!! LOLS NVM NEXT TIME I RETURN HER HER SHOES!
EEE. THE BUS TOOK VRY LONG LORHH! :'(
Cos me to break my curfew and baby late for his jiato!
Home-ed at 830!
Everything is fine now. Hehe. Hais i hope no more quarrels!!!
So today(4/11)(Saturday)
Woke at at 10,went to clinic check ear.
Ouch injection today vry pain. Talked alot wif the doctor.
& now im home blogging and talking to baby.
Im so tired. No time to slp.
Haven bathe and in an hour going out!
I hope The movie Harry Potter is nice!!!
I guess 2moro gonna be boring.
K larh end le larhh.
I talk to baby till forget wht i wanna say!
I LOVE JOE TAN YI DE!
HE IS MINE AND MINE FOREVER!
Labels: 6 more days to 2nd month
N e o p r i n t s ! Saturday, November 27, 2010
This pic! OMGoshh! My teeth! My face!! ):Hahhas
Hahahs. Im acting cute man!!!
3 girls infront doing same type of eyes!
Cutteee!
This pic i oso love!All look adorable!! (:
Smiles!!
JiaoBins! Me and niece! Laughs
Hearts! I look like piggy!
Smiles!!
JiaoBins! Me and niece! Laughs
Hearts! I look like piggy!ZhaoGeng!! Ahhh
Back again..I want photos that are frm laogong's phone! ArrggghhhH!!!!
Anyways,On Thursday(25/11),
Could say tat it was a vry boring boring damn it boring day!
Stayed and rot at home! Doing nth but looking at com!
Com itself is damn boring larh! I cant find anything to do on the internet! Arrgghh!!
So let's ignore tis dayyy!!
Moving on.......
Yesterday,Friday(26/11)
Happy Birthday BabyGirL!!
Bathed & got a call frm lynn...Telling me to rush to wm find them.
LOLS nvr tell me in the 1st place! So yea. Met them at 4 then went over to CCK.
Went to Lot 1 arcade play till bout 5++6pm.
Took neoprints wif niece,ahyi,sharon & jolene! Cute sia!!
Went over to babyg house. Slacked. Played. Got to make new frens! (:
Steamboat started at around 7+
Baby came and pei me! He so nice rite???
Aftr 1st 2 rounds of steamboat,then me,baby,darren,malcolm,zh and lynn went to eat!
ZH and lynn eat 2 rounds!
Havaianas took one big table! LOLS.
Aftr eat,some stuff happen.
Make me and baby quarrel. Idw to elaborate!!
Cut cake.
Then home-ed at 1130! LOLS!!
Today,26th Saturday!
Nth better to do at home sia!
Father dont let me go out wif baby.
So i oso dont go out dinner wif them!!
Baby coming my house! We going walkwalk!!
Buey tahan go out wif family!!!
So yea!
Tats all!
Bye!!
Anyways,On Thursday(25/11),
Could say tat it was a vry boring boring damn it boring day!
Stayed and rot at home! Doing nth but looking at com!
Com itself is damn boring larh! I cant find anything to do on the internet! Arrgghh!!
So let's ignore tis dayyy!!
Moving on.......
Yesterday,Friday(26/11)
Happy Birthday BabyGirL!!
Bathed & got a call frm lynn...Telling me to rush to wm find them.
LOLS nvr tell me in the 1st place! So yea. Met them at 4 then went over to CCK.
Went to Lot 1 arcade play till bout 5++6pm.
Took neoprints wif niece,ahyi,sharon & jolene! Cute sia!!
Went over to babyg house. Slacked. Played. Got to make new frens! (:
Steamboat started at around 7+
Baby came and pei me! He so nice rite???
Aftr 1st 2 rounds of steamboat,then me,baby,darren,malcolm,zh and lynn went to eat!
ZH and lynn eat 2 rounds!
Havaianas took one big table! LOLS.
Aftr eat,some stuff happen.
Make me and baby quarrel. Idw to elaborate!!
Cut cake.
Then home-ed at 1130! LOLS!!
Today,26th Saturday!
Nth better to do at home sia!
Father dont let me go out wif baby.
So i oso dont go out dinner wif them!!
Baby coming my house! We going walkwalk!!
Buey tahan go out wif family!!!
So yea!
Tats all!
Bye!!
To Baby,
I wasnt mad at u yesterday. I was just vry worried!
I dont want anything happen to you!
I got enuf of all these gang fights and quarrels!
I told Darren yesterday tat The guy's ppl already come down!
I was vry scared tat if they dont sua the thing,smth will happen to u!
I know Darren will help u! Actually i oso dk why i tell Darren.
Baby. Im sorry. Sorry yesterday give you attiude!
& sorry tat today make u almost cry!
Hais. Im nt a gd girlfriend! Im sorry. ):
I LOVE YOU!!
13moredays! (:
Labels: 10th's
Wednesday, November 24, 2010Have to at least blog everyday. or 2 days once. If not i forget wht happened!
LOLified rite???
Yesterday(23/11),
Went to baby's working place at BukitTimah.
Ok went down one stop aftr the stop im suppose to stop.
Wanted to see whr walk nearer!
KNN! So far lehhh! Waste my time. Then phone keeping shutting down!
I was sweating! Blehhhh!
Make baby wait for me for awhile! His texts i nvr reply!
Effing phone! I want new one!!!
Anyway,aftr tat,went back to his house.
Slacked awhile then headed off to IMM to find BabyG's bday present!
Blehh. Cant find anything in IMM. Then everything i see is i want de!
WTF can! When actutally suppose buy for BabyG!
Anyway,aftr IMM,MRT-ed down to JP!
Me and baby walk like freaking fast around JP!
Cos i needed to go home by 8. Or earlier!
We like crazy in JP! Then still stop see couple ring!
Then stop show baby wht i want! WTH rite? Wasting time!
Hehe...So yea at last found wht i wanted to buy....
Hmmm........(Secret)
Then i like *phew* sigh a relief! At last buy le!! WooHoo! Happy TTM!
Hope BabyG will like it. Cos i asked for her opinion.
So she noe wht i buying for u! No more surprise! ): LOLS
Aftr tat,walk around JP awhile!
Then baby literally bout for me a pink vintage bag!
Like damn nice!! Arrghh!
$25 bucks flyfly ahhhh! Sorry baby!!
And thanks! Thank You! Thanks alot baby!
Waste ur $25! Sorry but thanks!!!
Waited for Bus 174!
Eeee freaking long lehh the bus!!!
Waste my time. I culd have just taken 157!!
Make my half an hour late.
Only home at 830!! Haiyo! Early to me. Late to family! Haisz!!!!
*Fun!*
Today(24/11),
Went over to baby's house! Reached there at about 940!
Baby of cos still slping!
Then end up i oso slp!
Aftr tat, bathed,then felt then bored!
So we took a heart shape pan and cracked an egg inside.
Make heart shape egg.
Cute sia baby. We were wondering how to cook the top part of the egg.
Baby smart go take out the egg frm side then turn it!! (:
Aftr tat,both hungry. End up cooking fried rice.
A vry plain one. But ended up vry nice. Altho a little bit no taste!
Still pass okay! Wif flying colours! Hehe!!
Ai Xin Chao Fan!! Direct translation is Love FriedRice!!
Hahahs. Ate then damn full! Cleared kitchen. Com-ed. Then go back room rest!
Still so bored! We took out the feet massage de thing! Over thr playplay! Lame rite??
Put blue light around & blew his sister's dizi! We were just bored!!
End up slping cos nth to do. Then his momma and daddy came back.
Com-ed again. Then tat was already around 4. We were goofing around for the whole day!!
Baby sent me home then he went namdai! CHUSAI!!!
At around evening,had dinner wif daddy and bro then went bugis to find momma and jiejie!
SUPER SHITTY LARHH! AS ALWAYS! SIS GIVE ME FACE! MOMMA OSO!
EVEN DADDY ANY HOW TICK ME OFF! WHT TIS LARHH!
BUEY TAHAN LORHHH! NEXT TIME THEY WANT SHOPPING BUY MY THINGS,
BETTER DONT! GIVE ME MONEY CAN LE! I GO MYSELF OR WIF FRENS!
BETTER THEN SEEING ALL THOSE FUCK FACES!
EHH! SERIOUSLY! I WAS NOT LIKE PART OF THE FAMILY AT ALL CAN!!!
NO ONE CARE. ALL WALK INFRONT LEAVING ME BEHIND!
SIS STILL FOLLOW MOMMA'S BACKSIDE FOLLOW HER! BRO OSO THE SAME!
MOMMA WILL GO...NIC NIC NIC. COME GO ALREADY! THEN DIAO ME!
WTF CAN!!!!!
NEXT TIME,THERE WONT BE NEXT TIME! I WONT FOLLOW THEM LE!
GIVE FACES! PUI LARHHH!!!!
Home at 1030+11pm!
Go few hours nia! LOLS i might as well stay home use com!
At least com dont show me face! TV oso dont show! Arrgghhhhh!!
BTW,im nt feeling well. giddy,headache & feel like vomiting!!
Haiyo! no one care! except baby! keep asking me go rest!
But i haven hear his voice! How to rest!! )':
Hope i feel better 2moro! Cos tis feeling sucks!
Missing baby TTM can! Why cant i follow him go Chusai!
Why cant i have the freedom i want. Going and coming anytime i want.
Unless reali tat day have smth on!!! Arrgghhhhh!!!!
Kk, Ending here!
Wordy sia!! Must upload pics! But all wif baby!! Haiyo!
Next time bahh!
See ya!!!!
LOLified rite???
Yesterday(23/11),
Went to baby's working place at BukitTimah.
Ok went down one stop aftr the stop im suppose to stop.
Wanted to see whr walk nearer!
KNN! So far lehhh! Waste my time. Then phone keeping shutting down!
I was sweating! Blehhhh!
Make baby wait for me for awhile! His texts i nvr reply!
Effing phone! I want new one!!!
Anyway,aftr tat,went back to his house.
Slacked awhile then headed off to IMM to find BabyG's bday present!
Blehh. Cant find anything in IMM. Then everything i see is i want de!
WTF can! When actutally suppose buy for BabyG!
Anyway,aftr IMM,MRT-ed down to JP!
Me and baby walk like freaking fast around JP!
Cos i needed to go home by 8. Or earlier!
We like crazy in JP! Then still stop see couple ring!
Then stop show baby wht i want! WTH rite? Wasting time!
Hehe...So yea at last found wht i wanted to buy....
Hmmm........(Secret)
Then i like *phew* sigh a relief! At last buy le!! WooHoo! Happy TTM!
Hope BabyG will like it. Cos i asked for her opinion.
So she noe wht i buying for u! No more surprise! ): LOLS
Aftr tat,walk around JP awhile!
Then baby literally bout for me a pink vintage bag!
Like damn nice!! Arrghh!
$25 bucks flyfly ahhhh! Sorry baby!!
And thanks! Thank You! Thanks alot baby!
Waste ur $25! Sorry but thanks!!!
Waited for Bus 174!
Eeee freaking long lehh the bus!!!
Waste my time. I culd have just taken 157!!
Make my half an hour late.
Only home at 830!! Haiyo! Early to me. Late to family! Haisz!!!!
*Fun!*
Today(24/11),
Went over to baby's house! Reached there at about 940!
Baby of cos still slping!
Then end up i oso slp!
Aftr tat, bathed,then felt then bored!
So we took a heart shape pan and cracked an egg inside.
Make heart shape egg.
Cute sia baby. We were wondering how to cook the top part of the egg.
Baby smart go take out the egg frm side then turn it!! (:
Aftr tat,both hungry. End up cooking fried rice.
A vry plain one. But ended up vry nice. Altho a little bit no taste!
Still pass okay! Wif flying colours! Hehe!!
Ai Xin Chao Fan!! Direct translation is Love FriedRice!!
Hahahs. Ate then damn full! Cleared kitchen. Com-ed. Then go back room rest!
Still so bored! We took out the feet massage de thing! Over thr playplay! Lame rite??
Put blue light around & blew his sister's dizi! We were just bored!!
End up slping cos nth to do. Then his momma and daddy came back.
Com-ed again. Then tat was already around 4. We were goofing around for the whole day!!
Baby sent me home then he went namdai! CHUSAI!!!
At around evening,had dinner wif daddy and bro then went bugis to find momma and jiejie!
SUPER SHITTY LARHH! AS ALWAYS! SIS GIVE ME FACE! MOMMA OSO!
EVEN DADDY ANY HOW TICK ME OFF! WHT TIS LARHH!
BUEY TAHAN LORHHH! NEXT TIME THEY WANT SHOPPING BUY MY THINGS,
BETTER DONT! GIVE ME MONEY CAN LE! I GO MYSELF OR WIF FRENS!
BETTER THEN SEEING ALL THOSE FUCK FACES!
EHH! SERIOUSLY! I WAS NOT LIKE PART OF THE FAMILY AT ALL CAN!!!
NO ONE CARE. ALL WALK INFRONT LEAVING ME BEHIND!
SIS STILL FOLLOW MOMMA'S BACKSIDE FOLLOW HER! BRO OSO THE SAME!
MOMMA WILL GO...NIC NIC NIC. COME GO ALREADY! THEN DIAO ME!
WTF CAN!!!!!
NEXT TIME,THERE WONT BE NEXT TIME! I WONT FOLLOW THEM LE!
GIVE FACES! PUI LARHHH!!!!
Home at 1030+11pm!
Go few hours nia! LOLS i might as well stay home use com!
At least com dont show me face! TV oso dont show! Arrgghhhhh!!
BTW,im nt feeling well. giddy,headache & feel like vomiting!!
Haiyo! no one care! except baby! keep asking me go rest!
But i haven hear his voice! How to rest!! )':
Hope i feel better 2moro! Cos tis feeling sucks!
Missing baby TTM can! Why cant i follow him go Chusai!
Why cant i have the freedom i want. Going and coming anytime i want.
Unless reali tat day have smth on!!! Arrgghhhhh!!!!
Kk, Ending here!
Wordy sia!! Must upload pics! But all wif baby!! Haiyo!
Next time bahh!
See ya!!!!
Signing off,
MrsTan,TanYiDe's GirL!
I Love my Laogong!
Labels: Dear. I love you.
1 4 0 t h P o s t ! Monday, November 22, 2010Kkays backbackback....(22/11)
DearDiary,
On the 20thNovember,wasnt a gd day at all. Quarrelled wif parents then Baby.
Went to meet baby altho father dont allow. Eh i miss him lehh! Gt wrong marr.
Just bout 3 hours or less. Oso cant!! Fk it mans!!!!
Anyways,cos of tat,quarrelled wif Baby.
At 1st was walking home then show him attitude. Seriously dk why.
Then below my block quarrel wif him. My fking attitude caused both of us in tears!
Hais. Till today(22/11) i still feel vry bad tat i show him tat attitude.
Till today,i still cry bout wht happened! I noe no matter how many sorry i say,will nt take away the pain tat we felt tat day! Im sorry Baby.
I keep asking myself.
Why did i give him tat attitude.
Why did i do those things to him.
Why i said all those hurtful words to him!
Why! Why! Why??!!!
He forgive me. Yesh he does. & he still tinks tat i relationship getting better.
Wht a gd BF he is. But i still feel damn bad.
He has been giving in to all my pekchek-ness. & yet i did tis to him!
WHY! I love him alot. But i did tat! Isnt tat just fking shyt of me.
Why cant i just be tat girl he met 6 months ago! W/out all this fked up attitude of mine!
Cos i changed? Then why cant i change back! Everyone wants the old Michelle back!
Even me want old me back! But it seems so hard!!
Yet Baby still stand beside me no matter wht. He has been the best BF i have ever had.
Altho he did hurting stuff to me last time,i still tink he's the best.
I seriously love him. & no one can imagine the love i have for him.
Cos of him,tears can go down everyday. Cos of him,im willing to do anything & everything!
I thank Baby for whtever he did to me. Bad or good,i still thank him.
He taught me alot. He gave me alot. Giving in and giving things to me.
Nth is gonna change my love for him
I remember we singing the song"Nth's gonna change my love for you" to each other on the MRT!
Which made me almost cry!
I oso remember the words he said" Why cant i just have one peaceful day wif you!"
Those words run in my mind everyday. Ever since he said tat to me on 20112010.
Im gonna give him tat peaceful day! Not only once but alot more!
Baby brings me tears. Both good and bad tears.
Happy and sad ones! I dont blame him for giving me the sad ones.
Cos then only i learn and grow tat not all of the things in the world can give u wht u want.
Thru these tears,i love Baby. More & more every day....
Altho i dont say all these to Baby,but i hope he feels it.
He feels when i miss him & i noe Baby feels more then tat.
We have nt met for 2 days le. & im missing him till death!
Seriously fucking missing Baby! Nvr see him 1 day i gonna die le.
I wonder if i go back malaysia ... How!!
Hais!!!!
Gonna meet Baby 2moro and wednesday!!Idc!! I must meet him!
Cant wait. He's gonna "DIE"!! Hehe.
DearDiary,
On the 20thNovember,wasnt a gd day at all. Quarrelled wif parents then Baby.
Went to meet baby altho father dont allow. Eh i miss him lehh! Gt wrong marr.
Just bout 3 hours or less. Oso cant!! Fk it mans!!!!
Anyways,cos of tat,quarrelled wif Baby.
At 1st was walking home then show him attitude. Seriously dk why.
Then below my block quarrel wif him. My fking attitude caused both of us in tears!
Hais. Till today(22/11) i still feel vry bad tat i show him tat attitude.
Till today,i still cry bout wht happened! I noe no matter how many sorry i say,will nt take away the pain tat we felt tat day! Im sorry Baby.
I keep asking myself.
Why did i give him tat attitude.
Why did i do those things to him.
Why i said all those hurtful words to him!
Why! Why! Why??!!!
He forgive me. Yesh he does. & he still tinks tat i relationship getting better.
Wht a gd BF he is. But i still feel damn bad.
He has been giving in to all my pekchek-ness. & yet i did tis to him!
WHY! I love him alot. But i did tat! Isnt tat just fking shyt of me.
Why cant i just be tat girl he met 6 months ago! W/out all this fked up attitude of mine!
Cos i changed? Then why cant i change back! Everyone wants the old Michelle back!
Even me want old me back! But it seems so hard!!
Yet Baby still stand beside me no matter wht. He has been the best BF i have ever had.
Altho he did hurting stuff to me last time,i still tink he's the best.
I seriously love him. & no one can imagine the love i have for him.
Cos of him,tears can go down everyday. Cos of him,im willing to do anything & everything!
I thank Baby for whtever he did to me. Bad or good,i still thank him.
He taught me alot. He gave me alot. Giving in and giving things to me.
Nth is gonna change my love for him
I remember we singing the song"Nth's gonna change my love for you" to each other on the MRT!
Which made me almost cry!
I oso remember the words he said" Why cant i just have one peaceful day wif you!"
Those words run in my mind everyday. Ever since he said tat to me on 20112010.
Im gonna give him tat peaceful day! Not only once but alot more!
Baby brings me tears. Both good and bad tears.
Happy and sad ones! I dont blame him for giving me the sad ones.
Cos then only i learn and grow tat not all of the things in the world can give u wht u want.
Thru these tears,i love Baby. More & more every day....
Altho i dont say all these to Baby,but i hope he feels it.
He feels when i miss him & i noe Baby feels more then tat.
We have nt met for 2 days le. & im missing him till death!
Seriously fucking missing Baby! Nvr see him 1 day i gonna die le.
I wonder if i go back malaysia ... How!!
Hais!!!!
Gonna meet Baby 2moro and wednesday!!Idc!! I must meet him!
Cant wait. He's gonna "DIE"!! Hehe.
Baby,if you're reading this,
Iloveyou. I reali do.
I dont wanna lose u.
I dont wanna let u go.
U're mine!
Mine forever!!!
Laogong!! 10102010,10.10pm!
Labels: Im sorry. 18 more days.
T i r e d l y h a pp y ! Saturday, November 20, 2010Heyhey. Got to keep my blog alive. LOLs
To those taggers,please kindly do put ur name.
Ur mom gave u a name so pls use it. Dare to say stuff or tag,Dare to put name.
Come my blog put name when tagging. Please & thank you!!
Anyway back to posting,Yesterday(19thNovember2010),
Woke up at 730am!!! Just 6 hours of slp.
Bathe,ate,changed and packed bag.
Left house at 815 to go baby's house!!!
Spammed his house and hand phone.
Knocking his door and keep pressing his door bell.
Then only he woke up.
Played and slpt till bout 1130.
Then changed. Left my clothes at baby's house! LOL!
Went to blk 500 thr had chicken rice for lunch.
Damn hungry can!!!
Met his mom at bank then did his card.
Aftr finish,around plus,took bus to lakeside then took train off to cityhall!
In the train saw Andy! Andy Chua!! So long nvr see him le. As cute & handsome as ever!!
He dye his hair back. LOLS
Anyways,at Cityhall walk here thr. Walked to suntec then off to bugis.
(1st time go bugis nvr go bugis street)
We kept walking at bugis junction. Then go iluma buy KOI!
Sweet! Vry nice!!!
Went inside iluma(for air-con) walked then back to bugis junction.
Keep walking. Although we keep walking same place,it seems different.
Cos im wif the one i love!!
Saw like 3 stalls tat sells couple rings.
But dont have baby like de.
Then we go back iluma just to go couple lab!
Leg was hurting can. Damn xiasuey. Bottom shoe spoill!!! Arrgghh :')
Then go draw money. Buy plaster for my blisters! Doraemon!! Cute bodohhh!!
Ate alot of stuff. Then took bus to chinatown.
Cos we all nth to do!!!
Walked here thr & found out tat it was damn boring.
The shopping centres thr all so old can!!!
Aftr tat wanted go DG walkwalk. But father called ad told me go home.
So yea we took red line,one big round,just to go back BB!
MRT so many ppl. Listening music and hugging baby.
We like singing to each other. Damn sweet lor.
How i wish time culd stop thr !! Almost teared up!
Idk why. Maybe cos is like a sigh of relief! Nth else. Only me&him.
No bitches comign in between us. Idk how explain feeling.
Manzhugan.Xinfugan.
Home-ed at around 9+ bah. Hehe.
Fun day can. Altho some suay stuff and some time of fuck-ed up. & leg pain,
I reali enjoyed!!!!! I love laogong!!!
Today(20thNovember-->20112010),
Woke up at 1pm. & im still tired. Had lunch and im here blogging!!
Shuld i go find baby today? I scared father dont allow. :'(
Hope i can..He ends at 4! LOLS
15 more days baby end work!! YAYdieme!
I want everyday be like yesterday!!!! ^^
Kay larh ending here.
Bye peeps!
Enjoy reading wordy posts!
Its my blog and i keep as diary! I like wordy!! My life.
So dont complain!
PLS TAG WIF NAME!!!!!!
Signing off,MrsTan
1month10days! 20more days to 2nd month! Cant wait!
To those taggers,please kindly do put ur name.
Ur mom gave u a name so pls use it. Dare to say stuff or tag,Dare to put name.
Come my blog put name when tagging. Please & thank you!!
Anyway back to posting,Yesterday(19thNovember2010),
Woke up at 730am!!! Just 6 hours of slp.
Bathe,ate,changed and packed bag.
Left house at 815 to go baby's house!!!
Spammed his house and hand phone.
Knocking his door and keep pressing his door bell.
Then only he woke up.
Played and slpt till bout 1130.
Then changed. Left my clothes at baby's house! LOL!
Went to blk 500 thr had chicken rice for lunch.
Damn hungry can!!!
Met his mom at bank then did his card.
Aftr finish,around plus,took bus to lakeside then took train off to cityhall!
In the train saw Andy! Andy Chua!! So long nvr see him le. As cute & handsome as ever!!
He dye his hair back. LOLS
Anyways,at Cityhall walk here thr. Walked to suntec then off to bugis.
(1st time go bugis nvr go bugis street)
We kept walking at bugis junction. Then go iluma buy KOI!
Sweet! Vry nice!!!
Went inside iluma(for air-con) walked then back to bugis junction.
Keep walking. Although we keep walking same place,it seems different.
Cos im wif the one i love!!
Saw like 3 stalls tat sells couple rings.
But dont have baby like de.
Then we go back iluma just to go couple lab!
Leg was hurting can. Damn xiasuey. Bottom shoe spoill!!! Arrgghh :')
Then go draw money. Buy plaster for my blisters! Doraemon!! Cute bodohhh!!
Ate alot of stuff. Then took bus to chinatown.
Cos we all nth to do!!!
Walked here thr & found out tat it was damn boring.
The shopping centres thr all so old can!!!
Aftr tat wanted go DG walkwalk. But father called ad told me go home.
So yea we took red line,one big round,just to go back BB!
MRT so many ppl. Listening music and hugging baby.
We like singing to each other. Damn sweet lor.
How i wish time culd stop thr !! Almost teared up!
Idk why. Maybe cos is like a sigh of relief! Nth else. Only me&him.
No bitches comign in between us. Idk how explain feeling.
Manzhugan.Xinfugan.
Home-ed at around 9+ bah. Hehe.
Fun day can. Altho some suay stuff and some time of fuck-ed up. & leg pain,
I reali enjoyed!!!!! I love laogong!!!
Today(20thNovember-->20112010),
Woke up at 1pm. & im still tired. Had lunch and im here blogging!!
Shuld i go find baby today? I scared father dont allow. :'(
Hope i can..He ends at 4! LOLS
15 more days baby end work!! YAYdieme!
I want everyday be like yesterday!!!! ^^
Kay larh ending here.
Bye peeps!
Enjoy reading wordy posts!
Its my blog and i keep as diary! I like wordy!! My life.
So dont complain!
PLS TAG WIF NAME!!!!!!
Signing off,MrsTan
1month10days! 20more days to 2nd month! Cant wait!
Labels: 20112010 ♥
1 3 8 p o s t s ! Thursday, November 18, 2010DAMN WORRIED FOR MY BABYGIRL CAN!
SHE LIKE EVERYWHR PAIN SIA! OH GOSHH!
IF I CAN I 2MORO GO FIND HER.
HOPE SHE'S ALRIGHT.
GOD BLESS HER.
STILL EFFING WORRIED! SHE NVR REPLY MY MSG CAN!
ARRRGGHHH.
BABY!!! FASTER GET BETTER. :'(
REALI VRY WORRIED!!!!!!
SHE LIKE EVERYWHR PAIN SIA! OH GOSHH!
IF I CAN I 2MORO GO FIND HER.
HOPE SHE'S ALRIGHT.
GOD BLESS HER.
STILL EFFING WORRIED! SHE NVR REPLY MY MSG CAN!
ARRRGGHHH.
BABY!!! FASTER GET BETTER. :'(
REALI VRY WORRIED!!!!!!
Labels: WORRIED
Hmm...Have to keep blog alive!!!
Now adays i wake up later and later.
Dk why i feel so tired.
Example last nite slpt at 230 and woke up at 12.
Then at around 1pm,i slpt again till 2.
WTF! Wht is wrong wif me.
Now still tired. Eyes still pain!!!! Arrgghhh!
Okay anyways, yesterday(17thNovember),
HariRayaHaji. Whole family was at home!!!
Ahhh!
Was like bored to tears larhh! Damn effing sian.
Baby ended work at 4 and went home bathe
Left house at 5 plus baby downstair my house waiting for me!!
Walked to wm and played a few arcade games.
Baby phone keep vibrating lah!! _____keep calling him!!
So irritating can!! Can i have at least half hour wif baby w/out talking to u!
Goshhhh!!!! I have only 2 hours wif baby lehh! U have way more then tat!!!!
Home-ed at 7! See a few hours you mei you!
Father keep calling me. YongKang was waiting for baby already at my house downstairs!
Even yongkang waited w/out calling! U call call call!!!!!!
Anyways,baby went training! Sian. Less msges!
Baby said 10 end. I call him 1030 he still say haven.
At about 1130 then end. WTF can!!!!! He gt work de lehhh!!!!
Still follow _____ to buy things at market! Arrgghhh!
Then sadly baby's bicycle spoill! Hais!
See larh tell him dont cycle. Still want cycle!
Arrgghh! He home-ed at around 12 plus bah!!!!
Was damn effing worried when he nvr pick my phone can!!!
Today,(18thNovember)
SianDieDay!!!!! Nth to do.
I rejected ZH korkor & XY niece bout going JP!
How guai of me! 1st time reject ppl! Most of the time if ppl call me go out,i sure say ok!
But today different! Nvr go out! Guai Can!!!!!
Yea tats all! Baby end work so late today! 6pm!
Hais. & he is so tired!!!!! Gd thing 2moro he no work. he can slp longer!!
OMGoshhh! I found the most shocking news!! AIAI stead wif ______!!
OMG cann!! Why ____ sia!!!! Shocked TTM!!!!
2moro going baby's house at 130.
Do his bank thingy then we head to town buy stuff?
I tink. Not sure bout the plan!
But 2moro i dedicate my whole time to baby!
Seriously miss him much can!!!
Okay! Shall post 2moro!!
Tagg me yea!! Love you lots larh!
MuahMua
hxx!!!
Now adays i wake up later and later.
Dk why i feel so tired.
Example last nite slpt at 230 and woke up at 12.
Then at around 1pm,i slpt again till 2.
WTF! Wht is wrong wif me.
Now still tired. Eyes still pain!!!! Arrgghhh!
Okay anyways, yesterday(17thNovember),
HariRayaHaji. Whole family was at home!!!
Ahhh!
Was like bored to tears larhh! Damn effing sian.
Baby ended work at 4 and went home bathe
Left house at 5 plus baby downstair my house waiting for me!!
Walked to wm and played a few arcade games.
Baby phone keep vibrating lah!! _____keep calling him!!
So irritating can!! Can i have at least half hour wif baby w/out talking to u!
Goshhhh!!!! I have only 2 hours wif baby lehh! U have way more then tat!!!!
Home-ed at 7! See a few hours you mei you!
Father keep calling me. YongKang was waiting for baby already at my house downstairs!
Even yongkang waited w/out calling! U call call call!!!!!!
Anyways,baby went training! Sian. Less msges!
Baby said 10 end. I call him 1030 he still say haven.
At about 1130 then end. WTF can!!!!! He gt work de lehhh!!!!
Still follow _____ to buy things at market! Arrgghhh!
Then sadly baby's bicycle spoill! Hais!
See larh tell him dont cycle. Still want cycle!
Arrgghh! He home-ed at around 12 plus bah!!!!
Was damn effing worried when he nvr pick my phone can!!!
Today,(18thNovember)
SianDieDay!!!!! Nth to do.
I rejected ZH korkor & XY niece bout going JP!
How guai of me! 1st time reject ppl! Most of the time if ppl call me go out,i sure say ok!
But today different! Nvr go out! Guai Can!!!!!
Yea tats all! Baby end work so late today! 6pm!
Hais. & he is so tired!!!!! Gd thing 2moro he no work. he can slp longer!!
OMGoshhh! I found the most shocking news!! AIAI stead wif ______!!
OMG cann!! Why ____ sia!!!! Shocked TTM!!!!
2moro going baby's house at 130.
Do his bank thingy then we head to town buy stuff?
I tink. Not sure bout the plan!
But 2moro i dedicate my whole time to baby!
Seriously miss him much can!!!
Okay! Shall post 2moro!!
Tagg me yea!! Love you lots larh!
MuahMua
hxx!!!Labels: 1month8days;shocking news
Monday, November 15, 2010I tink its time for me to start updating.
As always, Its all gd now between me and laogong. He talk to me!
Explained. H2H talk!
Love him lots!
It reali has been long sinced i updated.
Shall update only those i remember.
And those major ones.
On 5th,6th and 7th November,(Friday to Sunday)
(5th)Sentosa DAY! Woots! Everyone went to Malaysia except me and my aunty!
So yea. Met baby somewhr,i forgot.
Then off to Outram Park.
Met XiaoPang,Lynn,My nieces(Cynthia and Xingyi) at vivo.
Supposingly Cynthia actually suppose follow us to Sentosa!
But then cos of some reasons. She nvr follow. Arrgghh!
So yea. Off to sentosa, Palawas Beach!
Played here thr. Suntanned. We felt the time go vry slow.
Play so long only not even 12pm. Hahas.
Continued playing. Stuff happened. Pissed alot.
Then at around 2,baby pulled me across the beach to talk.
H2H.
Goshh. Reali spilled most thing out. 1st time see baby cry leh. OMG!
Chatchat. Then walked back.
Saw the time,and it was already 4!
Uhoh! So fast the time.
Played awhile. Then around 5,we went to had smth to eat cos i was effing hungry.
So yea. Had fried rice! Damn alot sia! Couldnt finish.
By tat time,everyone was already vry tired. All sit on chair dw get up.
But XingYi had to go home so ahyi pei her go bathe then we send her to the monorail.
After tat, off to Siloso beach.
WOW the sunset was damn nice. Romantic.
Took some photos and slacked under the so called tent!
Slacked till slp. Cos TIRED!!!
Then baby woke me up to tell me go bathe,
Tat was around 8 plus.
SO yea bathed. Then off to XiaoPang house.
Waited him to bathe and eat.
Then off to my house TON!
Tat was about 1+2 am le.(6th)
Ahyi used com then me xiaopang and baby went downstair buy things to drink.
Cooked maggie mee. Played. Disiao-ed. Then off to bed at around 3 plus.
In the morning,baby had to go work. Pei him wake up at around 7.
I suppose to go church tat day.
But was super tired.
Slpt till bout 3 then baby called.
All of us rush to toilet to bathe.
But baby reach my house le.
So yea. Headed to namdai,pioneer(sintua)wif him and ahyi while xiaopang went yewkeng.
Oh gosh. We all sehseh de. All eyes cannot open. Damn damn tired!
Ahyi pei-ed me awhile then she headed home. Leaving me alone till 1130!!!!
Then at 1130,went back shiguan while baby take the things off huache,i at the place slp.
Was super effing tired larhhhh!!!
Then off to his house at around 2 to TON!
His mom allowed. Slpt at 3. Woke up at 7 cos baby had to work.
Baby must be vry tired ): Had so little hours of slp and still had to go work. ):
So yea. Followed him then i went home. Slpt till 12 plus.
Then tats about it lorh.
Tiring yet fun. Fruitful 3 days. Family should leave the house more then i can do these!!
(Seriously i forgot wht happened le) So long le lehh! ):
But i noe that i have been pei-ing baby and baby has been pei-ing me although he working.
So sweet of him rite??
On the 13th of November,(Saturday),
Left around 330,4pm to westmall.
While waiting for baby,went toilet put makeup.
Baby came then i called babyg,aiai,sister,jingen come down frm arcade.
Then off to bugis! Walked here thr,shopped for jingen.
I was so tempted to buy. But had no money. So didnt buy anything.
Altho baby wanted to buy for me,i didnt wanted to waste his money. He needs to save!
See wht a good gf i am.
But im gonna spend his money when he get 1st pay(in this way im bad!)
Baby went find orange for dinner and said he will come find me.
So we girls went to have long john silver! Nice. Damn full aftr eating.
Called baby and he said he going sintua! Tats when i reali pissed.
Cos he said he was coming to find me again! ):
So yea quarrelled on phone. Aiai and BabyG talked to him!!!
When babyg told him i crying,he ran to find me.
But if it wasnt for my tears,i tink he will still go sintua. So yea!
Quarrelled! At iluma,he walked away frm me crying. Leaving me alone!
):
Went to some corner chatted in the rain. Cries.
Tears again. )':
So all was fine. Went arcade find babyg,aiai and meifu!
Was taking photos when police ask us for IC!
Hais! Now adays alot police around ohh!!!
So yea. Home-ed at bout 11 plus.
Fuck my father for anyhow accusing!!!
But fun day!
As always, Its all gd now between me and laogong. He talk to me!
Explained. H2H talk!
Love him lots!
It reali has been long sinced i updated.
Shall update only those i remember.
And those major ones.
On 5th,6th and 7th November,(Friday to Sunday)
(5th)Sentosa DAY! Woots! Everyone went to Malaysia except me and my aunty!
So yea. Met baby somewhr,i forgot.
Then off to Outram Park.
Met XiaoPang,Lynn,My nieces(Cynthia and Xingyi) at vivo.
Supposingly Cynthia actually suppose follow us to Sentosa!
But then cos of some reasons. She nvr follow. Arrgghh!
So yea. Off to sentosa, Palawas Beach!
Played here thr. Suntanned. We felt the time go vry slow.
Play so long only not even 12pm. Hahas.
Continued playing. Stuff happened. Pissed alot.
Then at around 2,baby pulled me across the beach to talk.
H2H.
Goshh. Reali spilled most thing out. 1st time see baby cry leh. OMG!
Chatchat. Then walked back.
Saw the time,and it was already 4!
Uhoh! So fast the time.
Played awhile. Then around 5,we went to had smth to eat cos i was effing hungry.
So yea. Had fried rice! Damn alot sia! Couldnt finish.
By tat time,everyone was already vry tired. All sit on chair dw get up.
But XingYi had to go home so ahyi pei her go bathe then we send her to the monorail.
After tat, off to Siloso beach.
WOW the sunset was damn nice. Romantic.
Took some photos and slacked under the so called tent!
Slacked till slp. Cos TIRED!!!
Then baby woke me up to tell me go bathe,
Tat was around 8 plus.
SO yea bathed. Then off to XiaoPang house.
Waited him to bathe and eat.
Then off to my house TON!
Tat was about 1+2 am le.(6th)
Ahyi used com then me xiaopang and baby went downstair buy things to drink.
Cooked maggie mee. Played. Disiao-ed. Then off to bed at around 3 plus.
In the morning,baby had to go work. Pei him wake up at around 7.
I suppose to go church tat day.
But was super tired.
Slpt till bout 3 then baby called.
All of us rush to toilet to bathe.
But baby reach my house le.
So yea. Headed to namdai,pioneer(sintua)wif him and ahyi while xiaopang went yewkeng.
Oh gosh. We all sehseh de. All eyes cannot open. Damn damn tired!
Ahyi pei-ed me awhile then she headed home. Leaving me alone till 1130!!!!
Then at 1130,went back shiguan while baby take the things off huache,i at the place slp.
Was super effing tired larhhhh!!!
Then off to his house at around 2 to TON!
His mom allowed. Slpt at 3. Woke up at 7 cos baby had to work.
Baby must be vry tired ): Had so little hours of slp and still had to go work. ):
So yea. Followed him then i went home. Slpt till 12 plus.
Then tats about it lorh.
Tiring yet fun. Fruitful 3 days. Family should leave the house more then i can do these!!
(Seriously i forgot wht happened le) So long le lehh! ):
But i noe that i have been pei-ing baby and baby has been pei-ing me although he working.
So sweet of him rite??
On the 13th of November,(Saturday),
Left around 330,4pm to westmall.
While waiting for baby,went toilet put makeup.
Baby came then i called babyg,aiai,sister,jingen come down frm arcade.
Then off to bugis! Walked here thr,shopped for jingen.
I was so tempted to buy. But had no money. So didnt buy anything.
Altho baby wanted to buy for me,i didnt wanted to waste his money. He needs to save!
See wht a good gf i am.
But im gonna spend his money when he get 1st pay(in this way im bad!)
Baby went find orange for dinner and said he will come find me.
So we girls went to have long john silver! Nice. Damn full aftr eating.
Called baby and he said he going sintua! Tats when i reali pissed.
Cos he said he was coming to find me again! ):
So yea quarrelled on phone. Aiai and BabyG talked to him!!!
When babyg told him i crying,he ran to find me.
But if it wasnt for my tears,i tink he will still go sintua. So yea!
Quarrelled! At iluma,he walked away frm me crying. Leaving me alone!
):
Went to some corner chatted in the rain. Cries.
Tears again. )':
So all was fine. Went arcade find babyg,aiai and meifu!
Was taking photos when police ask us for IC!
Hais! Now adays alot police around ohh!!!
So yea. Home-ed at bout 11 plus.
Fuck my father for anyhow accusing!!!
But fun day!
Labels: i love you
Wednesday, November 3, 2010It ended. Why?? Haiss..
U said u dont want me. And then u said u want me.
Im going mad. Michelle is gonna mia so soon..
No Outings. Maybe dk when go malaysia till december.
MIA! Michelle is mad.
Michelle is gone.
Michelle DIED!!
Hate me,love me?? Its ur choice.
Ihave decided nt to love u lyk how i did.
Cos if i love u,i will get hurt even more.
I wont say i will wait. Neither will i say i wont wait.
Its time for u to give in to me.
And not me to give in to me
Seriously enough le.
Michelle changed cos of you!
Everything is you.
Its time for you to let me feel whether you want me or not.
If you dont,Then let go.......
Bye guys.
U said u dont want me. And then u said u want me.
Im going mad. Michelle is gonna mia so soon..
No Outings. Maybe dk when go malaysia till december.
MIA! Michelle is mad.
Michelle is gone.
Michelle DIED!!
Hate me,love me?? Its ur choice.
Ihave decided nt to love u lyk how i did.
Cos if i love u,i will get hurt even more.
I wont say i will wait. Neither will i say i wont wait.
Its time for u to give in to me.
And not me to give in to me
Seriously enough le.
Michelle changed cos of you!
Everything is you.
Its time for you to let me feel whether you want me or not.
If you dont,Then let go.......
Bye guys.
Labels: It ended so quickly, one more week.
Friday, October 29, 2010
Dont let this frenship end. Cos i reali love this friendshipI cant bear to leave it. I love my babygirl.
My bestie forever.
Forgive me girl.
Im sorry. ):
Going malaysia soon.
Will miss baby.
Ur my life my soul.
Ur my soulmate.
And i love you.
Labels: sorry ):
T I R E D ! ! ! Thursday, October 28, 2010Ever since i came back from genting, i have had not enough sleep.
Im tired im reali vry tired. But i cant seem to sleep.
My eye bags is getting from bad to worse, My panda eyes is getting darker.
My hyper-ness can only last for awhile.
My appetite is getting worse. I dont feel lyk eating. Good in way bad in another.
Whts wrong wif me!! & suprisingly,im not excited for holidays.
):
Im tired im reali vry tired. But i cant seem to sleep.
My eye bags is getting from bad to worse, My panda eyes is getting darker.
My hyper-ness can only last for awhile.
My appetite is getting worse. I dont feel lyk eating. Good in way bad in another.
Whts wrong wif me!! & suprisingly,im not excited for holidays.
):
Labels: 13 more days.
G o n e ! Monday, October 25, 2010Gone for now.
Had a blast at genting.
Had a hard time today.
I guess everything reali just entered me!
I understand everything now.
The tears i cried made me realise how stupid i am being the Now me!
Yesh! I oso realise that he is the only one i listens to.
The only one that make me understand how dumb i am!
I thank him for tat!
Okay!
Michelle is gone now!
CHanging in process!
I dont care how hard it takes!
Before New year,i must be i better person!
I swear! Ppl! I will be better!
I hate me now!
I hate how i am killing myself yet thinking is getting better.
Me now has been ending relationship,friendships,family,studies and many more!
I thought the Me now will be better,but it turned out worse!
So im going to be better!
By killing ppl around me and thinking is better,it is actually killing myself!
So yea! I shuld listen to the real me inside. & listen to him!
EliyGirl,Michelle Kam Rui Xuan!
Will be back! Better! Much more Better!!!
Bye Peeps!!
Had a blast at genting.
Had a hard time today.
I guess everything reali just entered me!
I understand everything now.
The tears i cried made me realise how stupid i am being the Now me!
Yesh! I oso realise that he is the only one i listens to.
The only one that make me understand how dumb i am!
I thank him for tat!
Okay!
Michelle is gone now!
CHanging in process!
I dont care how hard it takes!
Before New year,i must be i better person!
I swear! Ppl! I will be better!
I hate me now!
I hate how i am killing myself yet thinking is getting better.
Me now has been ending relationship,friendships,family,studies and many more!
I thought the Me now will be better,but it turned out worse!
So im going to be better!
By killing ppl around me and thinking is better,it is actually killing myself!
So yea! I shuld listen to the real me inside. & listen to him!
EliyGirl,Michelle Kam Rui Xuan!
Will be back! Better! Much more Better!!!
Bye Peeps!!
Labels: Changing in process, now i noe why i love him.
Q u o t es Friday, October 22, 2010
EndlessLove!Quotations! Im just so bored!
Love Quotes!! :)
~I love my crazy goofy sometimes stupid but oh so amazing boyfriend!
~I promise i will love you 1314!~
~I promise i will nvr forget the day we kissed or the day we met. The sky may fall and the stars may too. But in the end,I will still love you!~
~The best things in life are left unseen,thats why we close our eyes when we kiss,cry & dream!~
~Guys are like a million stars. But only one can make your dream come true!~
~You know you're in love when you cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams!~
~Just the thought of being with you 2moro gives me the strength to go on today!~
~My world was black & white until the day you walked through my door and into my heart!~
~Dont ever frown,you never know who's falling in love with your smile!~
~Dont fall in love with someone you can live with. Fall in love with someone you cant live without!~
~I realised how much i love him when i was lying in bed last night,thinking he doesnt love me!~
~If you are sweet and sincere i'll call you my dear;If you are kind and funny i'll call you my honey;If you are caring and smart you can be my sweetheart. If you are all of the above then it must be True Love!~
Sad Love Quotes! :(
~I love him but the sad part is he doesnt love me back!~
~Who needs a heart when all it does is Break!~
~It hurts when you talk to someone else,not wif me. It hurts more when someone else makes you smile & i cant. It hurts Most when you say I Love You to someone else & Not to me!~
~I wish i was a little kid again,skinned knees heal faster than Broken Hearts!~
~Sometimes we must get Hurt in order to grow,we must fail in order to Know. Sometimes our visions clear only after our Eyes are washed away with Tears!~
~You dont know what Love is until it Breaks your Heart!~
~I dont think he will ever realise how bad he Broke my Heart!~
~It hurts when u have someone in your heart but u cant have them in your arms!~
Normal Quotes! :)
~If you look inside a girl's heart,you'll see how much she reali cries. You'll find hidden secrets,best friends and lies. But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing's right,everything's wrong!~
~A fren will up to a guy you like and say " Hi,will you lyk to talk to my fren?" But a true fren would say "Here's her nnumber! Call her! She's home!~
~Behind every bitch,There is a guy who made her that way!~
~Did you just call me a bitch? Well a bitch is a dog,dogs bark. Bark is on trees,Trees are part of nature. & nature is beautiful. So yea! Thanks for the compliment!~
~If you love someone,tell them. Cos hearts are often broken by words left unspoken!~
~When a girl is quiet,there are a million things going through here mind!~
~ & I'll promise someday you'll Regret losing me. & You'll think back & say " Damn! That girl reali Did love me!~
~I thought you were the dumb one breaking up with me. But reali,i was the dumb one for even falling in love with you!~
~I was a little upset when i saw you with her. But then i laughed cos she was Ugly!~
~Im the girl your Ex will Hate. The girl you Mother will Love. And the girl you'll Want to be With Forever!~
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